I love Peter's experience of walking on the roaring sea with Jesus. But the thing is, Peter's story is often misunderstood. Do you have a step you need to take?
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It was the evening that completely changed my life.
It was a normal day. I woke-up, greeted my parents. Made my breakfast and prepared for a long workday. My dad would spend his morning looking endlessly out our front window as if he was expecting more than just an average day.
I like normal days.
Don’t give me surprises.
Don’t keep my hopes up and then shatter my happiness.
No, I’m fine with just doing my part and shuffling through.
My dad always longed for more. He saw more in everyone he met. His look would search your heart in such a way that would leave you questioning, “Is there something missing in my life?”
I just never had time to wrestle with these thoughts. I had a job. People needed me. My routine kept me going.
My day at work was the same as every other. I put in my time. I worked hard, received my wages and couldn’t wait to simply return home. I wanted nothing more than to simply slip my shoes off, immerse into a bubble bath and wash my cares away. My home was my resting place.
As I made the turn towards our house that evening, my chest rumbled with the repeated thud of a repeating base beat. The music was so incredibly loud, I couldn’t wait to return to my quiet abode of solitude.
Oh was I wrong.
Instead of the music softening, the closer I came to our house, the louder the music became. My heart sank. Something was off.
Balloons, confetti, banners and gifts flooded our driveway. I quickly recalled the date –
Dad’s birthday is still a few months say…
My birthday was a few weeks ago…
Perhaps this was a surprise gathering to celebrate a belated birthday on my behalf? Sure, I’ll take it!
Before I could even reach the front door, a friend of mine exclaimed, “You aren’t going to believe this! Your brother is home! Your dad throws the best parties ever! Come on in!”
I just stood there stunned.
I couldn’t feel my hands. I could barely breathe. My mind just froze. I felt invisible. I felt unloved.
My brother had taken his inheritance and just moved away. He didn’t bother staying with us to help support our family. I honestly thought he was dead. I had dealt with this change years ago, moved past it and was finally back on a routine again. Now this?
All of those mornings my dad was watching endlessly out the window for him to return. Why couldn’t he look that way at me? Why can’t he throw a simple party like this for me and my friends?
I’ve worked so hard.
I’ve never left him.
I deserve more.
He doesn’t love me as much as my brother.
And as I sat on the ground, processing these events, I felt my dad’s hand on my shoulder. I immediately pushed it away. I couldn’t even make eye contact.
“Come in and enjoy yourbrother’s homecoming!” he pleaded.
I opened my heart to him at that moment like never before. I shared with him my disappointment and my hurt that I had his down deep. I simply wanted him to say he as sorry. Possibly schedule my party for next month?
But instead, he left me with this:
…”Look, dear son, you have always stayed by me, and everything I have is yours. We had to celebrate this HAPPY day. For your brother was dead and has come back to life! He was lost, but now he is found!’””
Luke 15:31-32 NLT
It was this very day that I realized how lost I was in my own mind. All of my life I considered happiness to be playing it safe, continually being in control of my life and staying away from choices that could end in my heartbreak.
It was that day that I realized happiness is determined by the way we view our circumstances. Joy in all circumstances comes from God.
That day I decided I was tired of simply surviving through life. I looked into the eyes of my Heavenly Father and I knew I wanted more. I knew He was more. Just as my father endlessly searched for my brother, my Heavenly Father has been calling for me. I just missed it, trapped in my routine, afraid to try anything different and especially open my heart to others.
That day I ended my life as a survivor. I began to thrive in Christ – one new step at a time.
How are you viewing the world around you?
Dare to do more than just survive, stand out and THRIVE!
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Hello and welcome to Step Out And Thrive Ministries! My name is Bethany Boring and I am proud to be called a child of God before any other title or role. I am a wife to Steve and a mom to 3 amazing boys. I enjoy writing for this Step Out And Thrive community and walking with you as we venture through the ups and downs of life together. I am an ICF trained Certified Professional Christian Life Coach (Christian Coach Institute Graduate), Motivational and Inspirational Speaker, mentor, Certified Human Behavioral Consultant (DISC Personality) and an author. As always - dare to do more than just survive, step out and thrive!